haix......tings is alrite ba?? i somehow trying to be happy in front of her...but deep inside me is juz a lonely guy waiting for her foolishly...duno wad is she tinking abt...wad does she mean for all she had said to me before....did i love e wrong person rite now??? m i e guy she is looking for or is she e ger i m looking for?? if she is not..y does i care abt her so much n she means so much to me her name is always appearing in my head..?? sometimes even dreamt of her...why ?? why love is so complicated n tough to understand?? Is love very hard to achieve?? i m trying my very best to have a happy n long relation but heaven n e ger i love juz damn Po Wo Leng Shui....i waited for 2 yrs n found someone i love...but den she doesnt love me....did she?? How much do i mean to her??? she juz said someting to me....making me feel so hurt n sad now..

she said to me : I don't have the right to say u...you shd koe wad you shd do...

so she said tiz to me....wad is she trying to tell me??? telling me tt she dun care abt me abt wad i m doing....n i shd koe wad is rite n wads wrong...?? is tiz wad she is trying to tell me...?? i reali duno...how i wish i can have powers...as in supernatural powers....now life is torturing for me...life full of problems....family......love and studies....wad else more coming up? if the world is coming to an END....wad do i wish for??? be at her side before e EARTH GO BOMB!!! seriously i nv tink of it...ask Chong tiz qns....he answered me tt he will find e ger he loved so much now n kissed her telling her tt he will nv even leave her again....tts e answer i expected he will say...how abt me....i will say tiz....i wish i would have super power...to stop e world going BOMB....even if i die its okie...cos e World is saved from being gone....n of cos everyone will be living like normal...n e ger i love most will be still alive....i koe ppl will say tt i m being unrealistic...but that e feelin i m feeling if it reali happens...i dun mind sacrafices mysf for e sake of everyone in e world.....haix....i duno....feeling down n sad now....i wish got punchin bag.....guess i stop here...cos i duno wad else to say....i m speechless....LOVE LOVE LOVE......haix......

+ Missing And Loving You +
= Waiting For You =
* Hurt And Heartbroken *

Name : Stanley Ng
Age : 21
D.O.B : 05/06/1987
Horoscope : Gemini
Schools Attended : Paris Ris Primary, Pasir Ris Crest Secondary, Nanyang Poly.

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