Today my day is juz so bored and tiring...slept till about 1++...wanted to slp throughout my day but mom juz dun allow...keep on sort of waking me up... haix...my life is so boring now...nth seems to keep me alive n lively...everyting i do is like so "dead" and lifeless....haix...duno wads wrong wif me oso...under depression?? guess not ba...did nothing much...wake up and e nx ting is online n doing nth...stare at e com n it stare back...other den staring sure ther is music to make some noise...play games?? sian oso....tts y i say i got no life now...haix...

oh btw did i mention abt ytd?? not sure...anyway...tings for ytd doesnt seems happy oso ba...2nd day of chalet but still tings e same as ever...boring n still boring...or mayb izt becos she is not ard that makes me feel so bored n lonely?? haix....char n shar were suspose to come on e 2nd day too...however becos of wad happen tt nite make dem dun wish to come...haix...sry for that...invited u all but tings turn out tt way....sry....feel bad abt it oso...haix...or mayb din call e other 2 come tings might be better?? i duno wif dem ard is like more life n joy but u will see me gone quiet n alone....duno...sometimes i hate dem but they are my brothers...so i dun blame dem but mysf...cos i duno how to do e talkin and all...unlike dem...koe how to communicate with others....sometimes i reali wonderin wad is char tinking...does she koe tt i m ard?? seriously i m hurt deeply becos of her....once again....love made me change to another person...tts y people say love is blind...i duno my mind now is in a whirl...very confuse and puzzled of all e tings she had done n said to me....i need help...but hu can help me....hu can pull me out of tiz trap?? sux man....my life is so damn sux....feeling very ting i done is so foolish and stupid but yet useless and hopeless....i am juz like a living coprse...feeling is so dead and lonely....all i did is so like "DEAD"....no life no joy no mood everyting nothing.....char y muz u treat me like tiz....i dun dare to say any feeling of mine to u....i very scared u wun tok to me or even ignored me....now u r somehow forgotten abt me....i m like no one to u....unlike last time.....haix.........i reali wan to cry out....who is able to make me do that???

+ Missing And Loving You +
= Waiting For You =
* Hurt And Heartbroken *

Name : Stanley Ng
Age : 21
D.O.B : 05/06/1987
Horoscope : Gemini
Schools Attended : Paris Ris Primary, Pasir Ris Crest Secondary, Nanyang Poly.

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