Wednesday, April 05, 2006
hmm...i feel these few days will be so quiet and lonely...Nothing seems to be interesting for me...Life is so boring oso...Nothing changes...All e tings is the same...Work besides work only still work...After work go home online after online only can slp le till tml wake up work again...Everyday oso e same old routine...Nothing else to do...Even workin i dun tink i feel happy abt it...Even though i koe they say its okie okie but deep inside i guess i koe wad are they thinking oso...For example Melvin the chief of the restaurant i koe he deep inside is keepin scolding n on on.....haix....i dun feel like workin but i have no choice....need cash for mysf....i have to support mysf....haix...life so sucky for me man....ppl keep telling me not to tink so much but tts not easy....i feel that ther is not for me to work towards too in my life...no life at all....so dead...so lonely and cold....juz like e weather...keep on raining but ther wun be a rainbow after..although ther will be sun shinning brightly again....now i m like a dark well...waiting for someone to help me and all...but its hard to pull mysf up and work towards my goal...hmmm i duno wad else to say or do le...gone off now.......
+ Missing And Loving You +
= Waiting For You =
* Hurt And Heartbroken *
posted at 1:39 AM
