Saturday, July 15, 2006
well weather is reali not gd...raining so heavily in e early morning n den sunshine brightly in e noon....n me...got flu already...mayb due to e other day walk in e heavy rain....haix...today throat is very itchy...n i been coughin coughin none stop...haiz....how i wish ther is someone to be caring for me...i cough till my head go spinning...that i nearly fall in e kitchen today....which may severly head my head at e sharp edge...but luckily manage to balance mysf....haix....nv been feeling so down till some days ago....been so tired lately n so "dead"....no mood to do aniting...but no choice...but to put a false front...but still ppl notice tt y i look so sian sian......haix....wad can i do?? ther is nth i could help it....life for me is so tiring....n of cos i will always be so lonely...hu wud even bother abt my presence......too tired to tink anyting....
+Tired+
posted at 1:11 AM