Tuesday, August 08, 2006
today i been like moodless...emotionless....no energy n dun felt like toking much....somehow e feeling is abit kind of gd??? being alone is it gd?? at all time reali wonder hu r reali my frens....m i noticed tt i m ard even my existance is ther?? i felt reali tired after time n time again...wads my life gona be??? hu will eventually rmb me tiz person call stanley?? after graduation.....leaving each other do u tink they will rmb u??? for all u had helped dem or wad.....or r they going to backstab u one of these day?? hu koe they appear to be ur fren..but at e back of u saying all ur bad stuff.....for me...if u dun like aniting abt me...so PLS PLS PLS SAY IT IN FRONT OF ME NOT BEHIND......i hate ppl doing tt....how is it tt i gona be okie again??? major exams r ard e corner...stress.....after tt break wad will i be doin??? WORK !!! AND MORE WORK!!!! i wun have joy or laughter....as in from e bottom of mine heart....wadeva laughter i had was all for e sake of laughing....i m reali tired.......it may seems tt i m okie...but hu reali reali understands me?? i dun tink any one reali koe me well enough.....
+ Lonely And Tired +
posted at 2:19 AM
