Thursday, November 30, 2006
again a very foul mood for me today...or say mostly is thur...y is it?? i duno oso....been feelin jealous of many tings....
Story telling again cos tiz is wher ABCs come in to e topic again....been wonder how C is to A? and for B...from wad C tinks is B is always have been a gd fren...a fren tt would be ther to care n share wif...but however...C will feel tt B its not so nice to be keep showerin all e problems n troubles to B....as for A...C reali duno...C has been all always tinking.....Y is C always e one tt doesnt koe aniting abt A n B is toking abt....Hu is e person they were toking abt?? What had happened over e wk or ytd? To C....C feels that A has nv shared any problems with C...mayb wen B n A were quarreling tt period of time...but after tt they were gd frens...so is C....but some how....after some time....C feels so left out...so is B i koe...but B get to share prbs wif A but C doesnt....so C will always out ther tinkin wad is goin on....C wanted to ask A but will A tell C....if will....y doesnt share wif C but keep C in confusion n dilemma...tinkin izt cos C is not worth enuff to be A's fren....or wad??? C needs A to clarify wif C......C juz feel so upset all e time it happens...Y muz A do tiz to C?? its true wad B says....C somehow feel more closer den A...C listens to A most of e time....like now...C is TRYING TO QUIT S*****G for both of them...cos C feels both of them is VERY IMPT to C....without them...C life would be very plain...quiet...no joy or laughter among them...n oso becos its IMPT to C such tt they oso cause him to be sad...lonely...in dilemma....quiet...angry....guilty....many many more...which C oso duno tt....C may say "if want to tell den tell...dun wan to tell den forget it" tts wad C always says...but in fact...C reali wish to koe...juz tt...if who ever dun wish to tell ther is nth tt C can do oso....Correct ma?? Would u force someone to tell someting tt he/she dun wish to say?? duno wad to add on....and of cos...2 yrs passes by juz lidat....3rd yr comin soon...how will be e life be without A n B??
the main ting is tt.....C wants to tell A n B tt....C always b ther for them....Willing to share their problems....n hope A will share wif C and not onli share wif B...cos C oso care for A....C will always miss e both of them..n willing to die to save dem...cos C nv had such frens before....n doesnt wish to lose them....they are currently the dearest to C that may juz drop tears for dem wen they duno wen it happens......
will add on some other time....guess ther will be more stories of ABCs....................take care ABs
posted at 8:37 PM
