Thursday, December 14, 2006
i dun have much to say...yes i am a person hu always will look back tinking of why tiz and why that...yes i admit that....when i lost someone or someting that matters alot to me i will keep doing that...and need time to forget... yes is hard....and i tryin hard...who wants to be sad always...i am also human...i have feelings n emotions...they are the hardest for me to control....yes i am emotional...fragile..i am not what everyone tinks i am...i am not strong....i have weak controllability....i not clever...i duno how to tink before i say or do.....now i m juz one weakling that has fallen....trying to stand but hard...cos e fall was too hard...becos of all these i m goin to numb mysf by working my out....cos tt will be time i dun have time to do anyting...dun mention abt tinking of anyting....juz lidat....the matter has be 20 days which means 1200mins also 72000 sec....tiz year christmas again gone....another year of christmas celebrating wif XXXX.......get it..!! all of you guys enjoy ur christmas !!!! i koe fri is going to be e last paper and its holiday....and 2 wks later sch reopen....which i dun reali wish for that to happen...!!
to jess
all i say to u now is sry...i koe i been a nusiance to you....sry to bother you will all these nonsenses all these while...i koe you are tired of it...even u nv tell me i will koe that...thats y now tings has become lidat....tings is not easy as wad u mean tink...you can nv tell what another person is feeling real right deep inside....you may say put ursf into my shoes....u will understand...but e truth is that different person have diff tinking....thats y humans are funny...cos all of them tink differently...i appericate for all the tings u have done....but now...wad i can do now is juz leave u and everyting will change....its not e same anymore...u may say we cant predict the future but look forward to the change in future...for that i not sure...reali i m already very tired....is a plain piece of paper is i waiting to be written....i duno wad i m writing now....just sorry !!! i won't mention any more concerning abt tt anymore so ya...dun worry...i won't remind you of it again..
posted at 12:06 AM
