juz came home from mirri's family chalet..like to thx her for inviting me over time n time again since met her..but i always turn her down...so sry...n finally i tink i shd at least go...otherwise i will feel bad for her asking me once again n i turned her down...yupps...was alrite....e chicken grilled until chacocol black oso e meat not cooked cos of e heat is too big n very fast turn black but not cooked yet...so nv reali eat much...e best ting was e sambal chilli...!! wif stingray...!!! but den e stingray is so hard to cut n eat...so...nv eat much T_T... had some red wine oso...was okie...nv drink much cos i dun reali like wine u see...she poured for me half a cup end up i was drinking abt half or so...den chun ther slip slip slip for me...den gone...no more le...had a SAKE at home wif me...meant to keep n drink again tog wif e both of dem..but den...guess doesnt have e chance anymore to be doin tt again like e last time...anyway...nx wk is B7's chalet...bring tt to share ba...i duno...afraid to drink cos i m afraid to spout nonsense without me knowing what is goin on....sometimes reali feel that being a baby is still e best...no trouble or wadeva...and my dad....fuck off asshole...i duno what kind of father m i having...a father tt onli give us problems and more problems...cant u juz do e right ting...whateva u had done had juz disgrace to us...makin my mum hard to face all her brothers and sisters....u asshole....do u koe how to be a man!! do u koe how to be a father...!!! fucker!!! i dun wish to scold u fucker or wad...is u making me doing tiz...time n time again...u duno how tink...and u gave us shitty life...!!! a life full of misery and shame...get it...!! done !!!

posted at 10:32 PM