well today is a very tiring and packed day...e whole place was like filled wif ppls but not eating much....juz roamin abt at e whole food republic making the place hard to walk and work...thats y i dun like working ther but however...e person working wif me ther is all so friendly and kind...thats y i cant bear to say " I QUIT "... haha....cos wo hen jun zhong gan jing....well we had countdown...everyone was like spraying e ....i duno wad u call that...hahas...but it was fun....was forced to wear e cowboy hat....made of plastic...haha..had quite a great feast...but was too shy to have more...

today was juz having mixed feelings....feeling that words are unable to describe how i feel..to me christmas is always a sad day....juz sad...dun reali have any happy memories during christmas...although it is onli once in a yr...its a day that you celebrate wif e ones that u love ba..i hope jess likes the present...although is not being wrapped up to let u tear it...but i koe she will cos its what she wanted long ago le..and i m sry jess for not able to meet up wif u for e time being..reali sry...like i told you y le.....yupps..Sorry!! and for A...i guess got to put wif me for some time...yupp..duno how abt to pass to A....well i guess its better for me to get some slp...too tired to tink....mind and heart is empty....everyting empty...!!! take care all....

posted at 2:53 AM