Wednesday, February 11, 2009
haix i juz duno...
sometings she reali said some tings tt do affect in a way...
such tings like : 1) About how nice her X can do for her..
2) Some stuff like those heartbroken jokes?
its appears that she hurt my feelings at times..but yet i choose to keep to mysf..not wanting her to koe abt it...once again today...she hurt my heart..i juz read her blogs..tings tt her x will do for her..n tink of mysf...i m sure a failure...i m not such a gd bf like her X used to...peel prawn shells for her...look out for fishbones...etc etc...
will she understand my feeling n tots at e very moment wen i read e blog??
will she?
all i koe now my heart do hurts...
i reali duno how to handle such....
i m so disappointed n upset of mysf...
cos i m not like wad she has before...
i m not loving...
i m not caring...
i m not romantic...
i m not suprising person...
i m not a smiling kind of person...
i m juz full of Nots Nots and more Nots..
posted at 1:18 AM
